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"First of all, it will be something passionate and
moving..."
"A
criminal as a rule never possesses much willpower, nor can
he be said to be always in his right mind. That is why the
shameful thought in his mind is so quickly converted into
a wicked deed. But no sooner has the crime been committed
than repentance begins to gnaw at his heart like a serpent,
and the man will die not becaues of the crime he has committed,
but because he has destroyed what is best in him and what
still entitles him to be called a human being."
"Do
you remember, I told you once about a novel I had intended
to write in the form of a confession and which I decided
to put off at the time becaues I felt that I had not had
enough experience for such a work? Now I have decided to
start on it at once. First of all, it will be something
passionate and moving, and secondly, I am going to put all
my heart into this novel; I was thinking of it while I was
lying on my bunk in prison, at a time of great mental suffering
and self-analysis. The confession will finally establish
my name as a writer."
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